Sunday, November 19, 2006 @1:30 PM
November...the cursed month for me...yet another hurtful incident had happened to my life...I may turned 21 yrs old on the 14th... bt the mood was all dwn for me to even celebrate it. It's ok cuz i've expected this to happen every year. Spent half of that day at Prata Hse wif Suban...Im glad to have him ard that day eventhough he was facing problems himself. Was surprised to see Kristy to appear suddenly infront of me juz to wish me. Thanx alot.. And to Xueli and her fren Fizah, it was nice for u gals to drop by for a short while and to pass me the present. Thanx to my bro Colin too. Thanx for the Levi's Jeans. Thanx to all for the wishes u gave.
No big celebrations for my 21st bt instead a quiet nite alone at hm after prata.
Its been awhile since u've talked to me...Things changed alot between us alot and it happened so suddenly. Im feeling really lost w/o u ard me... For the two mths plus that we spent together, i nvr expect this to happen. i really dunnoe y u have to be so cold towards me. hmm...i juz dunnoe.. im lost...
"i dare not say what i have seen.
it may be true, or not have been.
your life to live is but yours.
but do remember effect and cause.
clearly, eyes closed, you can see,
what is meant to mean will never be."
⥠you and i both loved